Why still smiling, why do I always have to make up faces?!!
Joy, happiness, laughs, hands, .
i don't want this anymore. Completely faithlessness. Awake but still out of mind. For ever, maybe.
In this whole world were you learn, then you work. And after? You just die.
After having crying all your life, you make people cry for you.
I like, I love my friends, but sometimes you really need to go in the deepest of your mind, where you hide sorrow, tears, fears, loneliness and despairness.
For what? nothing, just survive, because when you don't comme to them, they come to you, and that is worse, absolutely worse than a bomb. A surrondment of darkness.
I don't want pity, or comfort.
But just keep smiling for me.
Maybe one day I'll feel better. But, remember that I can also be no more than a body souless one day.
If this day grows to life, don't cry and just go ahead. But remember me.